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| wow. it's kind of like...
"who the fuck are you?"
yah know...
cause, well, i don't really know...
i don't know a lot.
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| let's
do
iiit.
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| well.
i love songs that explain how you feel & give you comfort knowing
that you're not the only one going through whatever you're going
through...
thank goodness it's May. April was a blast, but i need to get more
realistic. but just for the record, 100% has just been reached. no more holding on. cause that's pointless.
i want something else.
say that you're into me.
let me know how it'd be.
if you don't know, don't say so.
wait till the perfect time,
think of all the perfect lines,
i'll make sure if i let you know.
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| blah blah blah blah blah.
my cheeks hurt from smiling.
but i'm not complaining.
thanks for making me smile.
even though you might not know how good you make me feel.
i was hoping i could tell you this with two feet on the ground, but i don't think i can talk because i'm not very stable right now. | | |
| i think i'm going to write in here.
i hate my new house. it's so big & lonely. like barney at a bar.. my neighbors aren't so friendly & this neighborhood is boring. i wish i was back in alexandria. the only kids i know here live on the other side of the street. i'm left with the old biddies that work on their lawns from 5 in the morning till their bedtime at 4. it's crazy.
ellis had a shitload of snot come out of her nose this morning. i went to bed at 3ish and she woke me up with her presence... in a bad way cause DAMN that kid has got lungs. seriously. i can hear her talking already.
so, i get those magical phone calls about every 3 to 4 days. maybe 5, but i don't want to make myself feel bad. maybe i should start one up & not leave it to the other person. yah? i feel like an extreme idiot. anyway........
Jeet gets home from New Orleans tomorrow. it's about time. i don't have school tomorrow either! how convenient. but for now, i think i'll just relax by myself & find something productive to do. like work on my room OR study for the Euro exam that's coming up in LESS THAN A MONTH. oh shit. uhh.. my room sounds nice.
i'll come back another day. | | |
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